So my ex refused to hang out with me while i was dating caleb which sucks because we used to be so tight, he was like my other half. 

& i think he finally believes me that cal & i aren’t getting back together!

on wednesday hes coming over to get high then eat beloporto with me and i cant fucking wait to have him back in my life again!! 

I think i might start smoking pot. 

Anonymous: You are a beautiful dandelion, not a piece of shit. Don't put down on your self please

You’re too kind, i love you. 

ive tried everyone i have that lives close enough & no one will reply or wants to come with me, so im going to the beach alone. i cant stand being alone in my room for another day. it hurts so much. it seems like im over reacting but its absolutely killing me. i dont know if i can go on like this. im starting to feel like i have nothing to live for. like im just here. i mean, i have family and my 3 friends. but alli do is just sit here in my room asking people to hang out with me & being let down weekend after weekend. all i fucking do is sit here wishing for a better life. 

I FEEL LIKE A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT. GOD DAMN IT. 

I AM SO SAD FUCKING HELL I KEEP TRYING BUT NO ONE WILL FUCKING BOTHER. 

wasting my life away in my room wishing i had people to hang out with me. 

he killed everything  i had

i am such a fucking loner now & its making me so fucking sad. 

i’m just sitting here trying to bring myself to message my old friends to hang out with me. 

this is so so hard, ive lost so many people & the confidence to talk to people. i really want my friends back but i’m too scared.